I seem to be paralyzed with fear. I know I want a divorce https://onlinedivorcer.com/county-specific-resources/washington-state/divorce-in-clark-county, I've been unhappy for a long time but I can't seem to take the step to talk to a lawyer.
I have been married for 19 years and we have two children. My spouse earns about twice as much as me and we live a great life, we have a nice house on the lot, horses, I drive a nice car and my kids have never needed anything.
But I just don't want to be married anymore. There are some problems with alcohol abuse (not physical) but just excessive drinking a few nights a week and things like being a fool often.
Just looking for advice on how to finally take action?